And in the end the love you take is equal to the love you make

I can't help but think he's playing me. He has an "interview" tonight but I can't help but think he just met some girl at the gym and asked her out. I don't even have the right to question because I have no proof :( I'm afraid I'm not enough for him and it breaks my heart. I guess all I can do is trust in him and his love for me and if I'm wrong hopefully I will find out and move on. That's what love is, right? Trusting even though the truth might kill you...?